If I take that pill (Flexeril is what I have - all I have besides cannabis) I will possibly get a little relief. My muscles that feel like they are tightening so hard that they might burst - relax a little and I am able to stop clenching my teeth. Speaking of teeth - I think I have cracked them from clenching them from pain. But, I digress... That would be the good. The bad. The bad would be, anxiety because my body starts feeling odd and then my brain goes into overdrive and I am afraid I won't be able to control my behavior, so I try to fight the relaxation the pill is forcing my body to do. This sucks. So I get grumpy. I hate not being able to control my emotions and pills make it so I am a wreck. I sleep for too many hours in a row - which hurts my back. When I am able to wake up - I am still groggy from the drug and that puts me in a foul mood that is near impossible to snap out of. That mood has lasted for two days straight. The side affects have lasted two days straight, not just the sour mood. I am so lethargic it is a chore to get out of bed to take care of normal every day tasks, feed the dogs, dishes etc...
I smoke pot and the side affects are munchies and giggles. It eases my pain. It relieves my anxiety. And hell, if I have the giggles, I am not in a foul mood...
I just put a small amount of the hash oil on my right shoulder. In the spot that I wish would just fucking go away! It feels like my muscles have tightened into a softball and then it pulls on my neck muscles which pulls on my neck bones - that feel like they grind against each other - bone on bone hurts like a son of a mother fucker. It has maybe been 30 minutes. I am going to put some on my left side and I hope I am able to feel the relief I have already experienced on the right. I cannot wait to report how I feel after a few more days of this rubbed into my aching body :)
